WHO I AM…..

Hey guys, it is early Sunday here, and I am the only one up and about. This is one of my favorite times, when the house is quiet and I know that everyone  is asleep and safe.  And also it is one of the few times that I have any alone time. Now I love my family, but as anyone with children knows, getting any time by yourself is very rare.

I am off of work today, but I worked last night. We had a very busy night, out special last night was a 8 oz. bacon wrapped beef filet. Served with choice of potato, vegtable, dinner salad and Texas toast. Along with the large number of steak dinners that I prepared, we also serve breakfast all day long, and there I cooked a lot of that last night as well. Mainly it was omelets that I fixed.

If you have been reading this blog for a while you might remeber  that I mentioned last fall that we had some hunters in from down south. One in particular  by the name of Blaine. Well he and his father are back in town and I got to see them last night.  Blaine is still just as hot as he can be, I don’ t think he knows how hot he is. Last night he had on the  some very tight jeans, and a cowboy hat, two things that really get my motor started.   Realisticly I know that there is no chance that he would be interested in me, but he sure is nice to look at, and  I can think about him when I am taking care of some personal things. LOL

I was thinking do you guys have someone that you think is hot or that is out of your league. Or  stories of getting some one like this. I would like to hear some of your thoughts.  Let me know.  LOVE AND HUGS

I know that it has been a while since I posted any thing. I am still here, and things are just the same as always.  It is just that for the past couple of weeks every time I sit down to post I just have not felt it.  There have been times when I was at work or doing something and my mind wondered. I thought of things that I could post about and then when I sat in front of the laptop nothing would come out. I have been reading all the usual blogs that i usually do, so I have kept up with all the things going on. I guess that I have just been in a funk or something.

Moving on. We have had a long, cold winter in this part of the world. But the past couple of days we have had 60 degree weather and it has been wonderful. Great to be able to get out side in the sunshine. I love the winter time, but I am always cold. So anytime that I can get warm I love it.

Comments are always welcome, questions will always be answered, or just leave a comment to say hello. LOVE AND HUGS

It has been a very long week here.   The daughter was sick from Sunday thru Wed. finally going back to school on Thursday.  There has been this flu going around the school system here and she got it.  I had not been feeling very well for most of the week, but not really sick.  Then Thursday night about half way thru my shift I got sick and had to come home.   I have the same thing that the daughter was sick with so I will not be going to work today either.  But even worse than being sick, yesterday our beloved dog Buddy passed away. He went out to the back yard with the other dogs and laid down in his usual place in the sun. When I went to let them back in he was just lying there. So I went out to check on him and he was gone.  I don’t know if I have ever told you guys or not but my wife is very much an animal person and she gets very attached to her dogs. So telling her that he was gone was not something that I wanted to do, and it was just as bad as I thought it would be.  Thankfully the kids were at school  so we were able to bury him and have a small service before they got home. The wife just fell apart there was a lot of crying, I really do understand her feelings, in some ways I think that she loved him as much as she loves me.   Any way she  went over to one of her friends house and they went to a baby shower. The friends house that she went to has a son the same age as ours and he ended up here playing videos games with our son.  Well the long and short of it was that yesterday was not a very good day.   I guess thats about it for now hopefully the next post will be more upbeat. LOVE AND HUGS

Hey out there in blog land. Its two days until Valentines  Day.  Since today is my day off from work we are going to go to a nice lunch, and just spend some time alone together. With the actual day being on Sunday it will be hard to find any time alone, what with the kids and everything.  Although I will be making something special for dinner on Sunday, so that we can enjoy the day as a family.

The community that I live in lost on of our local characters this week.  One of the first people that I meet when I moved to this town years ago, was a German lady that had married one of the local farmers. By the time I came to town she had already raised all of her kids and was well known in the community. She was one of the best cooks that I have ever meet. Any time that she cooked any thing for public  consumption, like a pot luck or church dinner, it was the first thing that every one went to. But the thing that I loved most about her was, if she liked you she liked you. But if she did not like you, you knew about it, and by God you knew the reason why she did not like you. I have never known a more out spoken person in my life and she will be greatly missed by us all.

On to something else.  I would like to say thanks to  Reddecatur for his comment on my last post. I love to hear from any of the readers that would care to comment, or if you have any questions I would be glad to answer them. LOVE AND HUGS

Well it has been a long week around here.  Both of the kids were sick this past week. The son was sick and home from school on Monday, he did not go back to school until Wednesday.  Then the daughter came home from school sick on Wednesday and was home from school on Thursday.  Luckily for the wife and I both of them were back in school on Friday. So the wife and I got some alone time and we went out for a nice lunch.  It has also been a busy time at work, it seems like  I have been doing all of the deep cleaning in the kitchen while every one else just does what ever they want. We have two fryers in the kitchen, we also have 4 cooks that work at some time during the week and I seem to be the only one that know how to clean them. The same goes for the vent hood over the grill area. With out any inturuptions I can clean all eight filters and wipe down the inside of the hood in just over an hour.  But with a dishwasher to help it takes about half the time, but it seems to only get done on the shifts that I work. Add to it the fact that the cook I call THE QUEEN, will not do any side work if I am the cook coming in on the shift following hers. I have gotten used to these things and at work I very rarely say any thing about it but every once in a while I just need to vent.

Getting ready to watch the SUPER BOWL. I would like to think that the Saints will win their first Championship but I feel that the Colts will pull out the win.

It’s time for some pics.

THOUGHT THIS WENT WITH THE DAY.

WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE………

LETS GO SURFING

JUST BECAUSE

I think that enough for today. Before I go  can I ask a favor. I notice that every day my counter registers a high number of visitors to this blog, but I have been getting very few comments. Lets see how many comments that I can get on this post. Even if all you do is say hello it will let me know that  I am not alone. THANKS AND LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGS

Just a quick picture post today. I WISH I HAD A BUDDY LIKE THIS

I WANNA BE A COWBOY

BLOND HAIR BIG DICK  2 THINGS I LIKE

I FOUND THIS PICTURE AT  MR’S CANDY’S PERFECT PHALLUS,  MAKES ME WONDER  WHAT OUR ANCESTORS WERE REALLY LIKE?

I think that I will do a full post tomorrow. Till then LOVE AND HUGS

Sorry for the delay in posting. It has been a busy week or so.  Those of us that live from payday to payday will understand how good it is when we received extra money. Especially when that money is income tax return. The wife and I got our tax return a week ago this past Monday, it was a  rather large return this year. We decided to invest some of it in a new to us used car. After that we went  to the closest Big  City to do some much needed shopping.  We went last Friday and took our 14 year old daughter with us.  With out boring you with all the details and what we bought, I will tell you that ended up going to a couple of  big club type stores to stock up on things that we use over the course of the year, ie paper products, staples for the pantry and the like. The daughter talked us into taking her to the mall, where she proceeded to do what all teenage girls do at the mall.  SHOP  The wife and her went into every store that even remotely sold anything that a teenage girl would like. I sat on a bench and talked to my sister on the phone.   All in all it was a good day. But the main reason that I did not post sooner was internet trouble. Over the past 3 days we have had a couple of techs here and they could not fix it. One said the problem was in the phone line and the other said it was in the modem. Finally earlier today the wife called the help line again and then the person that she talked to this time did something technical and vaguely  mysterious and then the internet worked again.  So here I am boring you with tales from my life.  Oh ya I forgot to mention that while we were in the big city we ate a nice restaurant, a treat for us. But the where we ate is not as important as what happened there. Okay there we were sitting in a booth with the wife and daughter on one side of the table and I on the other. We were seated where every time that the host seated someone he had to walk by our table. Now he was a twenty something very hot guy.  So every time he seated some one he would lead the people past me,  and he would look me right in the eye. Now the first couple of times I did not think anything about it, But then I began to notice that he was really checking me out everytime that he walked past. The girls could not see how he  looked at me so I  started to glance up and meet his look when he would go by. It really made my night that this man was looking  interested in me.  I know that it was just a couple of stolen glances in a crowded resturant, but it made me feel that other men could be interested in me the same way that I am interested in them. And did I mention that he was hot.  Since then  he has stared in my  fantasy’s, if you know what I mean.  I guess that is about all for now, how about some random pics.

ANY ONE UP FOR A RIDE????

THERE’S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT A MAN IN A HAT AND BOOTS

TIME TO EAT

THIS LOOKS LIKE THE GUY I WAS TELLING YOU ABOUT, ALTHOUGH I DID NOT SEE THIS MUCH OF HIM

As always all comments or questions are welcome. LOVE AND HUGS.

It has been a few days since my last post. Not much going on around here, just the normal things. Work, kids, sexual frustration.  Work has been going  ok, not much happening lately as this is the Cafe’s slow time of year.  As for the kids they are back in school after the Christmas break and seen to be re adjusting well. My son is playing basketball with the local recreation commission ( sot of like little league). He really enjoys  playing and is pretty good. My daughter is talking about going out for track and field in the spring.  Her event, wait for it, SHOT PUT. That’s write she wants to spin in a circle and throw a heavy ball as far as she can. When she asked me about it, like a good dad, I told her that if she was interested I thought it would be okay.  I have always told my kids that they are welcome to participate in any sports as long as their grades stay up.

The only big news around here is that the wife had me buy her a New Used Previously owned car. TODAY   We have owned our main car for 11 years now. It has served us well over the years, even with all the out of town driving that we had to do in relation to her cancer treatment. So she found this car at a local dealer and it was within our price range. We  took it for a test drive, and within ina couple of miles she was telling me to buy the car for her. So I did.  Although it is a good car and anything to make her happy.

Okay earlier in this post I mentioned the  sexual frustration.  Except for the one time on Christmas it has  been a very long time since I have had sex with any one other than myself. I don’t want this to come across as if I am feeling sorry for my self, just sometimes  a person needs to  feel the touch of another person. End of self pity.

On another topic I have been reading a new blog lately and I wanted to share it with you. Scott is a straight curious man testing the waters. His blog is “The Gayest Str8 Guy” and the link is in my blog list. I suggest going over and checking it out. Show him some love.

Now for some random acts of nudity.

Well that is it for now, as always all comments are appreciated, and any questions will be answered. LOVE AND HUGS

I have not felt much like posting lately. Not sure what has been going on in blogland of late but it seems like a lot of us have been not blogging as much, or not at all.  Not much has been going on around  in my life just the normal things, family,work, work, family. Not much ever seems to change around here. Maybe that is why I have been sort of down lately. So I decided to change the theme to my blog and try to start fresh. I think that maybe I might try just a journal blog, or maybe just a picture blog. I don’t know.  Maybe some of you can let me have some suggestions  about what you might like.  I guess that all for tonight.  Leave any comment or suggestions that you like. LOVE AND HUGS.

Sorry for the interruption in posts.   It has been a busy week. The kids were still out of school and with the New Years  holiday, and work I just have not had the time, or to be honest felt like writing a post.   Okay lets start with the small talk. It has been COLD here in middle America. We have had highs in teens (Fahrenheit), and any time that I have had to be outside it felt like I was freezing my nuts off.  New Years eve I had to work 2 till 10 pm and I did not get home until about 10:30  so we did not do anything, just stayed in and watched one of my favorite movies “A CLOCK WORK ORANGE”.  And then I went to bed about 12;30.  I know that there is something to be said for nice quit holiday nights, but some times I would like to go to a wild party and get a little bit crazy.   The fact is the wife and I are settled down into a nice quiet life. Not that I am complaining, just that sometimes it would be nice to cut loose.

I just watched the Dallas Cowboys beat the Philadelphia  Eagles and win the NFC East.  That means the Cowboys are the # 3 seed going into the playoffs and will face the Eagles again next weekend. I hope that the can win against the same team two weeks in a row.

On another topic one of my favorite reality shows is AMERICAN IDOL. This show premieres on January 12th here in the U.S. This year there is a new judge Ellen DeGeneres replaces Paula Abdul. I can not wait to watch. I probably will be posting alot about this show so I hope you guys will like it.

I think that it has been a while since I talked about any of the regulars that we have at the CAFE.  One of them is a lonely  overweight , retired man. Sometimes he will spend up to 8 or 10 hours at a time sitting in the Cafe. I like to refer to him as FAT BASTARD.  Well this past week he managed to piss off at least half of the people that work at the Cafe me included.  He sat around one evening and said the most awful things about some of us that work there.  One of the waitress’s, I will call her K, he said the she was a fat whore. He called another one a meth head, he told  another one of the girls that she was pregnant  with twins.   Now compared to what was said about the other people what was said about me was not so bad. Okay here goes Fat Bastard said that I was ….GAY…   When I was told that he had called me gay I threw up my hands and said to the other people there I AM GAY. Now they thought that I was making a joke out of the situation, but for once I was able to say it out loud and while I know that no one took it seriously it felt great to say it out loud.  And  while I am bi this is probably as close as I will ever get to publicly coming out.

Sorry this post was really kind of rambling. How about some random pics??

Well that is enough for today. I have noticed a increase in the number of visitors that have  been stopping by, if you visit  take a minute and leave a comment or ask a question I am open to all. LOVE AND HUGS