Posted by jlo1968 on Sep 15, 2013 in Uncategorized
Hey again, I am finally back to working full time after being off for over two months from the heart attack. I still get tired easily but things are going well. In other news I still have not told anyone beside my wife that I am gay. I know that nothing will change unless I do something to make them change. I do not know if I am just scared or if this is just how it is going to be. I want so much to break out and do something wild but there never seems to be any chances. I think that I have said before that where I live is a small rural town (2000 population). I don't want this to sound like I am complaing or anything but there is no one I can talk to around here about what I am going through. My wife has been wonderful about it, although she thinks that I am at the most bi, because I could not be gay if I am married to a woman. I have been as up front with her as I can be and explained in as best as language as I can that I am gay. I have no one else around that would understand what I am going through. Sorry if this has come off as my feeling sorry for my self, I guess I am a little bit, but it does feel like things are closing in on me. I know things will work out but for now it is how I feel. LOVE AND HUGS
Posted by jlo1968 on Aug 22, 2013 in Uncategorized
Hey there. Just wanted to update all on my condition. I go back to the doctor tomorrow and I should be released to go back to work,( I hope). Then I will go back to work Monday, but only half days for the first week, and then I if everything is good I will go back to a full schedule after Labor Day. LOVE AND HUGS.
[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="400" caption="Something about the eyes that turns me on."]
[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="299" caption="Would love to see this in the back of my car"]
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[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="261" caption="Can anyone guess who this is. extra points"]
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Posted by jlo1968 on Aug 9, 2013 in Uncategorized
I intended to post earlier in the week, but got sidetracked. My health is improving daily, and I hope to be back at work by the first of September. Having a major health crisis and no insurance is not something that I would wish on anyone. Luckily most hospitals and health care providers have a option that you can fill out a application and based on your income level, they can lower the bill or forgive it completely. We found out yesterday that the life flight bill would be taken care of. The last thing that a person needs to worry about after major surgery is how to pay a huge hospital bill. Anyway, it looks like the financial situation is going to work it self out.
Now on to other things. Once I decided to be honest with myself, I have felt a lot better about myself. The only real change that has happened is that I am not trying to hide anything anymore. I am just free to be me. My wife and I have had conversations about hot guys and what kind of guys that I am into. I am happier then I have been in long time. I will try to post more often, and maybe some picture posts as well. LOVE AND HUGS
Posted by jlo1968 on Aug 4, 2013 in Uncategorized
Hey sorry that I have been away so long. Life got in the way of blogging for a while. Well as we all know life can change in a flash. On June 14th I had a heart attack, now the heat attack was minor. But the quadruple bypass that I had four days later was major. Now before you all get to worried, my health is improving daily, and with a change of diet and more excersize I will be better than I was before. I have had a lot of time to think about life and what I have accomplished and things that I still need to do. As those who have read the past posts on this blog know my wife has known about me being bi for a while now, and we have a great marriage. But I have come to realize that I am not bi I am gay. I am a gay man who is married to a women he loves and has no intention of leaving. Now before you ask I am not just staying for my family I am staying because I want to. My wife is my best friend, and I still love her and yes I mean in the way a husband should. If we had never met and got together I believe that I would have come out a long time ago. Now what I have decided is that I am not going to hide who I am anymore. I am gay and I do not care if anyone finds out. My wife and my family still come first and always will. I have finally admitted to myself WHO I REALLY AM. I am going to bog more often from now on. As always any questions or comments are welcome. I love you guys. HUGS AND KISSES
Posted by jlo1968 on Jan 27, 2013 in Uncategorized
Hey out there in blog world. It' been a very strange week for me. As some of you might remember I work for a company that makes prints t-shirts and caps and we also sell pens and key chains and various other items. Week before last we ran into a problem with one of my orders that took about two and a half days to correct. Of course that put me behind on several other orders that I had. And then last week I had to play catch up, and then on Tuesday I was told that we were receiving a new piece of equipment on Wednesday. Now I had been waiting for this new equipment for about a month and a half and as I am the one in charge of setting up this kind of thing, it threw me even further behind. But by working some over time early in the week and with some help from my coworkers by Thursday at lunch time I was completely caught up. It ended up being a very good week, because on Thursday when I was giving my Boss a quick lesson on how the new equipment operated he told me, in the middle of a sentence that was about something else, that he had given me a raise. I had to ask him to repeat himself because I was not sure that I had heard him correctly. I told him that I was glad that I worked for someone who appreciated his employees and showed it in a way that the employee could see. It makes a person feel good when he knows that someone appreciates what he does. I know this is a short post hope to have a longer one next time. If there is any thing that you want to know about me just ask I will answer any questions. LOVE AND HUGS
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It has been a long couple of days. I woke yesterday with a sore throat, and a stuffy nose. My sinus had finally got me. But I had to go to work anyway. Just to remind all of you I am a silkscreener. I silkscreen t-shirts, hoodies, and that kind of thing. Any way school is about out in our area. And that means little league baseball is starting up. Anyway we are just to busy for me to miss even one day. I am feeling better but still not one hundred percent.
Okay I was wondering if I should tell a little about my self again. If there are new readers here that want to know more about me let me know, and I will tell the story again. Thanks for the comments keep them coming. If there is anything specific that you want to know, just ask.
Okay that's it for today. LOVE AND HUGS